Here is a little background on my situation...I was rear-ended while sitting at a red light in 2012 and then again in 2013. I have 10 disks messed up now. I have already done everything possible before surgery.
After calling a bunch of neurosurgeons I got so frustrated I actually started crying. I had gone from one extreme to the other....finally I can go see someone to fix my back which made me sooo happy then everyone I called said they wouldn't touch me because I have had surgeries before.
My first reaction should have been to pray over the situation. I had txt two of my very best Christian Sisters and asked for prayer and told them about my frustration. Then I sent them another txt after words saying for sharing my frustration with them. But they said that it was fine and that is what Christians Sisters/friends are for. I also told them that I know my situation is in Gods hands and He will take care of my like He always does. I then prayed myself and told God that I am in so much pain and cant wait to go see a neurosurgeon to fix my back, but that I know He knows best and that there must be a reason to as why I have not been able to find a surgeon. Then this morning I went through the same exact thing when trying to find a surgeon.....they will not see me due to having surgery(rhizotomies) before. In my prayer I told God that I know He is waiting to find the right surgeon for me, and that I just have to wait for Him to do that. Finally, after my prayer, I found one that will see me see me only once I get a letter from the lawyer saying the case is closed. (Which will be a little while still).
This purpose of this post is to get you to hopefully keep your trust in God, no matter what the situation. No matter how frustrated or depressed you get you can always turn to God and pray for guidance and help. He hears all of your prayers. He may not answer them right a way but He hears every single one of your prayers. When your hands are tied in a situation and it looks like you have no where else to turn to you can turn to God. No matter how big or small the situation is you can rely on Him.
